Ma
A corner of my heart that still aches. And no one knows. I have never let anyone see. They think they know. I wonder if they really do. I am still unknown. 9 yrs... And still learning to find the words to describe it To describe you... To describe us... For the pain you endured and I couldn't see. For the things you did for me and I couldn't see. For the mean words I said and things I did to you for me being so immature. For the things I am still upset about you... For what I still don't agree with you... What do I say now... I am sorry. Thank you. You did your best. Does it matter now? Please forgive me for the hurt I caused. Thank you for everything you did for me which contributes to who I am today. May you find your peace. You will.... Bless me to find mine. I want you to live in my heart, Not as an ache but as a strength. I want to choose my own destiny. Bless me to move on..... Bless me to create my own path. Bless me Ma. Be my strength. Love, Pratiksha